infideon's Journal

sunday beautiful
i know i am very fortunate that i have the opportunity to laze around on a sunday afternoon and not have a worry in the world. where the sun shines all day and i do not have to think abt having the monday blues because i have to work. i'm thankful to my parents for all this. yet at times i think i am rather selfish because the rest of the world cannot share this beauty with me.

when i read my friend's blogs they sound so stressed. and i thank god that i never did seem to have to encounter all that in my 23 years of life. or meb somehow along the way i coped, i managed to even out the stress and it evened out to nothing. i thank god for blessing me with a happy-go-lucky soul.

yesterday rc and i took a nice long drive to palm beach. as the road winded down towards our destination, it reminded me so much of one of those scenes u see out of a movie. only thing missing was a rooftop convertible. ahh but our toyato corolla will do just fine. climbed through a pile of hazardous rocks and took heaps of photos. have i ever mentioned that i love climbing rocks? i love climbing things - trees, tables, couches, playgounds, etc. i started young and i've got home videos to prove what a monkey i was! it was a gorgeous day surrounded by seafood, strawberry milkshakes and good company.

we had a mini quarrel. but that was resolved and i'm starting to believe that perhaps, the world can revolve around just 2 people. and we will still remain sane at the end.

rc's at work so i've got lots of time to myself. plans for today: study, break for lunch, study and prepare a sumptious dinner. i hope karen's words of domestic goddess does not come true.

in this little corner of my heart i keep a wish list. sometimes i wished i was more daring, more vocal, more confident, more articulate, more intelligent, more this and more that. and then i realise that God made me the person that i am because he has given me all these gifts already, and i should not wish for more.

but man is selfish and easily disatisfied.

at times i honestly think i'm too simplistic for my own good. or idealistic. but over the past year i've learnt to be less idealistic and more realistic. i want simple things in life. i do not wish for complications and mess.

i like simplicity. and it suits me well.

but i can be like an onion with many layers to my skin. layers that many others will never know about.

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